love,
iifaa♥

Love,

So I throw up my fist
Throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth
That sometimes life isn't fair

Okay, no more moping haha, back to work. So what does Syawal mean to you? To me, it means meeting with all my loved ones, reminiscing the good old memories together. And to reflect what we've done in the past and aim to be a better person. That's where the seeking forgiveness part comes in. But today, I'm gonna let you in on a secret. I fail at seeking forgiveness. I can never do it. I'll end up laughing and make it seem like a joke. And I'm not kidding this time. Since young, I was never taught to do it. And I don't blame anyone for it. Whatever you see on tv, the way they seek forgiveness from their parents and stuffs on the morning of raya, yeah I've never done all that. Don't judge me.

I was laughing the whole time, seriously. I didn't know what to say. I suck, haha. But he gave me a hug and kisses on my cheeks, like awwww.

I may not have seeked forgiveness properly before, but that doesn't mean that I don't mean it when I do. Even though I don't do it the proper way and I keep laughing, I was sincere in seeking and forgiving. That's all I can say.

And in the words of my mother, I need to attend a crash course for seeking forgiveness. And I'm not making this up. She was supposed to hold the class on the morning of raya for my siblings and my father too hahahaha. But she didn't so I haven't graduated from the class yet. So yeah, please don't judge me.

First day raya was great after all, meeting my beloved cousins <3
Let the pictures do the talking now, shall we?

Yes, I was the ugly duckling wtv I'm special okay.